It was just a few things. It was physical/emotional abuse throughout my childhood and plenty of mental anguish into adulthood. 95% shitting her out is the best thing that I have ever fine for myself.
On Mother's Day I called several times and hung up when she answered because I didn't want to talk to her. Finally, I got the answering machine and left a message saying I was sorry I missed her and happy Mother's Day. I found out a few days later from my dad that they had recently gotten caller ID so she knew that I was hanging up on her. I'm 44 and I laugh every time I think about it.
Schaub just threw his 3rd interception...pretty sure he feels worse than anyone here
I don't necessarily hate myself, I hate that I squandered all of the opportunities given to me on a silver platter. I wasted my life and I continue to waste it. I wish I was never born.
When are you going to quit whining about it on the internet to people who don't really give a fuck and realize that you're the only one who can do anything about it? You wallow in self-pity and faux sympathy like it's one of your over the counter crutches.
Man the fuck up and change what you don't think is up to par and quit with your fucking lame ass pity party.
If you want to be happy you can't compare yourself to others. Do what makes you happy, don't worry about anyone else, don't worry about keeping up with the Joneses.
Its not that bad. I don't wake up hating my life. I am envious sometimes. My engineer cousin has a very successful business. His new 735i is very nice. I do enjoy my work (cabinetry). Its hard not to be a little jealous sometimes though.
I'm not a jealous person, not even in relationships.
Dont get me wrong. His engineering firm has my family name in it. Everyone in our family really likes that. I just didn't inherit that natural gift for math that a lot of people in my family seem to have.