Been married almost 17 years. We both turned 40 this past year and for the last four months, sex has been as dead as shit and not by my choice. Little guy stayed at my parent's house tonight and we went out for dinner and drinks. Plenty of talk during dinner that we were gonna fool around and when it came time, she froze up like a fucking Eskimo. Things have pretty much been this way for the last four months or so. We get into bed and it's excuse after excuse. "Get me water, I need a drink" "Let's do a shot or something" "Let's just have sex and forget about the foreplay" All I've been limited to the last four months or so has been straight missionary sex and that has only happened maybe three times since then. I'm now drunk , stoned and have a gnarly case of blueballs while she is laying down in the bedroom pretending that I'm the problem. If we didn't haven an 11 year old, I'd be out the fucking door. Trapped like a fucking rat.