this last month i can't think of any reason to stay alive please give my advice of the best way to die fast
Drink a quart of Jack Daniels, snort an 8 ball of coke and run up 32 flights of stairs then jump off the roof with the business end of a glock 9mm in your mouth pointed up at your brain. When half way down squeeze the trigger. That ought to do the trick.
Start by not being such a sad sack. If you have a problem in your life, fix it or at least try. This is not the place to start. Few will help you here. God luck bro.
Go start a thread about your wife and include pics of her "supposed" head buried in her hands in tears, faggit.