i think that, if I thought Jesus was some special being I might be upset with what you did to him, but (assuming he existed at all) as he was just another man attempting to get people to support him without paying for it (you know, like the church has been doing forever) i figure the way he was treated was not too different from the ways people have abused each other for ages so why be especially outraged over the way you treated him vs all the other people you've mistreated over the years?
He's like family: He's familiar: we know where we stand with Him. He's predictable cause He always reacts the same way: regardless of what you did, you get smited. unlike this bipolar Jesus guy. you never know which jesus you're going to get: some days you get the lamb and some days you get the avenging sword. some days he's all "live and let live", and other days he's "only the righteous survive".
I waived hello at two fine Jewish fella's walking to temple this morning, and they just hung their head in shame ....