i've had a lot of time to remember things i've done or not done, said or not said over the decades. i used to think i was a pretty decent guy. didn't steal, didn't beat people or animoes, kind to the less fortunate etc.. but lately, unbidden memories pop up out of nowhere. little things, stupid things, irresponsible and thoughtless things. i think less of myself now. maybe a 6.5 to 7 out of 10 on the decent person scale. where do you rate yourself? howard related because he is my age.