Enough of struggling? Enough of putting up with bullshit that wasn't your fault? I'm feeling that way tonight. I'm 50 years old. I've got young children so I'm never going to retire. I'm flat broke because between the children, the cost of living in New York and our motherfucking government taking 40 cents out of every dollar I earn, I'm penniless. I earn low six figures and I can hardly buy lunch every day. I live in a country where the President is an asshole, where fucking ragheads threaten to kill me every day because I don't believe in their religion, where our political leaders care more about their own asses than about the people who elected them, where our media is obsessed with praise for slutty women with asses the size of Giants Stadium and men who decide they're really women, where the vast majority of people are empty-headed shmucks who are concerned with reality TV and stupid sitcoms. Where the highways are full of cops and crazy drivers. Where the company I work for is more interested in saving $$ than in sufficiently staffing the office to enable us to do the job they hired us to do. I'm just so fucking tired of everything and everyone. I'm tired of struggling and fighting life. Just tired.