I'm lying in bed, browsing profiles on Tinder, and it's making me realize how badly I want a girlfriend I'm in my mid 20s and have never in my life had a real girlfriend. I've only had sex with 2 girls total, and the last time was a couple of years ago now. My biggest fear is that things won't change... Like..right now I feel too fat, since I gained 10lbs, and I need to get through my exams. On e my exams are over, hopefully my weight will be down and I'll feel more confident again, but something ways stops me from getting anywhere with a girl. I feel like I'm so close to achieving what I want, but at the same time, very far away Just had to get that off my chest.