garypagetwo's dark thread about depression and angst

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  1. garypagetwo

    garypagetwo Dream Theater's Bitch Gold

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    I'm about to watch the movie 12 Angry Men, but I felt I had to make this thread. For the past 2 months I've been dealing with heavy depression and angst, to the point where I feel...only suicide will make it go away. I'm not in any immediate danger of harming myself, but because I want this thread to be real, honest, and open, I have to admit it's been on my mind lately.

    I know I'm not the only member on this site who's gone through these emotions, and I know a lot of you have overcome them, while others still suffer.

    I'm currently at the deep end, so if you have any questions, comments, or thoughts regarding the subject, feel free to post them here.
     
  2. Gitfiddle

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    ​Kill Yourself.
     
  3. Avery

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    Have you already played it out in your head how you would do it, Gare?
     
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    Here is how the movie ends: The eventual result is a vote of 12-0 in favor of acquittal, and the jurors leave the room to present their verdict to the court. What happens in the courtroom after that is left to the imagination of the viewers.
     
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    ​Choke to death on a bowl of dicks.
     
  6. garypagetwo

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    Yes, of course
     
  7. Mr. Potato Head

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    You should probably come hang out at my house, gary. I could teach you how to work out and play guitar. :smile:
     
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    Die faggot :flip:
     
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    Juror #8 -played by Henry Fonda in the 1957 black-and-white version directed by Sidney Lumet- manages to persuade all 11 other jurors to find the defendant not guilty. And they leave the courthouse.
     
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    How would you do it?
     
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    ​Do it.
     
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    Don't kill yourself Gary. That's ridiculous. Check your pm's instead.
     
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    [​IMG]
     
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    That seems harsh. I was just trying to help the kid out. :depressed:
     
  16. garypagetwo

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    I hope you're being serious with your questions dude...
    But in my mind, for some reason I always imagine a single gunshot through my open mouth to be the best way to go.
     
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    That sounds awesome. Give it a try.
     
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    Wanna pretend my penis is a pistol and I'll shoot your open mouth? :c
     
  19. garypagetwo

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    What's your problem dude?
     
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    Do you own a gun?