Have you ever done something that sticks in your gut years later

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  1. Rip mcdivvit

    Rip mcdivvit Well-Known Member

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    I have one that kills me.
    I had a good friend and did not include him in a new group and as a result I ignored him and we never spoke again. He invited me to parties and I did not attend because I was embarrassed.

    This seems kinda retarded but I miss the guy.
     
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    Stinkfist Well-Known Member

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    I didn't really try to help out my ex as much as I could have.

    And when she committed suicide, I was not surprised.
     
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  3. Turkeyneck

    Turkeyneck Howard's got one, not me VIP

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    ouch.
     
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    The worst was calling her parents.

    I tell myself that there was nothing I could have done differently.

    But. Yeah. I could have.
     
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    One Fat Vegan Well-Known Member

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    Thread over.
     
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  6. Jayla

    Jayla Ou ai-je l'esprit? Gold

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    Eek. /thread
     
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    Holy shit. It's already been six years. Just looked at her obit - May 27th, 2009.

    I still have two voicemails from her on my phone.

    Was saving them for her mother. Had dinner with her mother a few years back. She didn't want them. She was still angry.

    Not sure how to save them off my phone.

    It's weird living with a ghost.
     
  8. Jayla

    Jayla Ou ai-je l'esprit? Gold

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    That's awful. Sorry for you. :(
     
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    nope :angel:
     
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    A lot going on in this post. Perhaps we will sort through this in a civil and sometimes humorous manner.
    Just promise us 3 days from now you won't ask for Dawg to delete your account if things get sideways.
     
  12. Rip mcdivvit

    Rip mcdivvit Well-Known Member

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    I am so sorry I brought this up. Geez the trauma must be something else.
     
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    to many to list sadly
     
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    Had plenty of time to heal.

    In a great relationship now.

    Just weird to me that she did it.
     
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    My ex also committed suicide. It's crazy what you can move on from. I loved her so much.
     
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    Stinkfist Well-Known Member

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    Sorry for your loss.

    Ain't easy. But you gotta keep keeping on.
     
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  18. SouthernListen

    SouthernListen I don't follow the crowd. Sorry about that. VIP

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    You mean besides thrill killing sprees?
     
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    Yeah did something pretty awful in college and got away with it but the other persons life was ruined. drugs gave me a reprieve from the guilt now is constant. I'm supposed to do amends but it's not possible
     
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    lilbuddy67 A man with breath-taking anger management issues Banned User

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