Coming off Effexor. Worst night of my life, even tho I know it's all in my head. On top of the withdrawal shit I've been legit sick for two days. Can't take deep breathes without a coughing fit that makes me almost blackout and I'm talking like Froggy from the Little Rascals. I'm a fucking wreck. Can't control my emotions one minute to the next. Again, all inside. My kids have no idea anything is going on besides my sore throat. I had to go out in my shop for a bit when I felt like bawling my eyes out and then became so enraged I ripped my heater apart with my bare hands. I was able to compose myself and play with my kiddos before putting them to bed but now I'm depressed as fuck because I let this happen to myself in the first place. I'm seriously considering taking an effexor so I can make it through the night. Tl:dr- Antidepressant withdrawal. Waaaah.