I seriously don't try to find stuff to entertain you guys. This is just my fucking life. 1st: spent all day watching 4 other kids. I stink like baby barf, my house smells like baby shit, and I'm fucking exhausted. I'll kill my brother if he doesn't get home - which, he called my mom and said he was safe, so it stopped me from flipping out about being scared for him. His wife asked me last night to go out with her, to her uncle's house for a "big party". I've known this family since my early teen years...know him well. Bit of a history but nothing impressive. I agreed - despite the fact that I HATE GOING OUT. I DON'T LIKE OTHER PEOPLE, OR HAVING TO DO MY HAIR. I just know she's struggling, and PP wanted to go golfing anyways. Kids will be at their dad's.............I couldn't find a reason to say no.