Husband has used a dominatrix

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  1. Lucky Pierre

    Lucky Pierre Well-Known Member

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    I would really appreciate any advice at all, or someone who has been in a similar situation, or knows anything about BDSM. After researching i can't find anyone who has been in a similar situation.

    My husband and i have been married for nearly 8 months and have been in a relationship for nearly 6 years. We have had arguments before because i found he was looking at interactive porn sites, where you have to pay a membership fee to join. I am not particularly against porn, i just don't really like the thought of him actually interacting, paying, and also one time he was caught using it i was just in the next room.

    In January after only being married for 2 months i found some text messages on his phone from a lady who he had been speaking to about BDSM (which means Bondage, Discipline, Submission and Domination. I have only just found this out myself). I was very upset and thought about leaving him but he promised not to do anything like it again, i told him i would leave him if i found out he had.

    Last month i discovered he had an alternative email address that i didn't know about. I got into it because i knew the answers to the questions you set when making an email address. I found approximately 30 emails to dominatrix's. Mostly trying to arrange a meeting with them. He even said in one of the emails thats he 'had to be honest, was married, with a young duaghter who he couldn't risk losing, and couldn't be marked'. Reading the emails he had sent to these women was very shocking and it didn't sound like him at all. It was obvious he did meet with one of these dominatrix ladies and has admitted to it. He says that this only happened once, which doesn't tie in with what he has said in these emails, but he states he was just saying he had met more. He has told me what they did, and they didn't have sex, which i am quite sure is true because most domintrix women don't have sex with the clients.

    Finding out this has made me feel very inadequate. I feel like i am generally not good enough and can't understand why he would risk losing his family to do it. How could he pay the money, we aren't exactly well off. We have always pretty much had a healthy sex life. Done the usual things couples do, dressing up etc. He has never mentioned to me about bondage and how he liked to be submissive.

    After going on our family holiday without him and staying at my parents we are going to try and make the marriage work. He says that it's just something he has always liked. A part of me feels like i should leave him. He has cheated on me. In ways i think its worse than an affair, as it was all pre-planned. I feel he married me without telling me the whole story. I am just really struggling to get my head round the situation.

    Previously i was very open minded, and didn't bat an eye lid about anyones sexual kinks. I am now finding myself becoming prudish towards it, because in my head i associate it with lies and deceit.
     
  2. Lucky Pierre

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    do you look like your av?
     
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    Lucky, I thought you were a guy.
     
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    so did i :jj:
     
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    post 2 genius
     
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    are you going to divorce him?
     
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    This Pierre chick has issues.
     
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    Does your husband have a large cock?
     
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    you're probably not putting out enough for him
     
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    Hey Pierre does your husband give you anal?
     
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    She should go with him to a Domme session and direct.
     
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    learn BDSM lucky. for the sake of your daughter!
     
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    Gator What?

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    Bobtraw? :eek:
     
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    Let her know I will beat the shit out of him for free.
     
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    Jesus, my wife can't keep anything a secret.
     
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    Ha, yes; I know!
     
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    Scott Masshole Staff Member

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    Jesus, my wife can't keep anything a secret.
    She told you too? :eek:
     
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    Lucky show us your tits!