I hate SFN and it's like being in jail there. LOVED SFSN but now it's sadly deceased. And now I end up here, it feels like a park bench. I don't know the vibe or what it's like around here, and I have start out as a total newbie yet AGAIN. I feel discouraged and maybe I should just say fuck it to listening to Stern at this point. BTW this is starlitdreamzz.