My name is Steve Sarkisian and I'm an alcoholic. Sarkisian was not in attendance at the Trojans' practice on Sunday afternoon. A player told ESPN's Shelley Smith via text that Sarkisian "showed up lit to meetings again today." Sarkisian showed up Sunday morning at USC and "he appeared not normal" and then was told to leave, a source told ESPN's Brett McMurphy. "They wouldn't let him come to practice," a source said. Sarkisian is in the midst of a divorce and had an incident at the Salute to Troy function in August. "He was dealing with family issues all [Saturday] night, but he hasn't been in a good place all season," the source told McMurphy.