Discussion in 'The Bar' started by Atomic Wedgie, Oct 29, 2010.
It's close to all hallows eve, and FB just prompted me to post something on her page.
She posted her last message to me. I had just started talking to her a few weeks earlier & she seemed really cool.
i was just reading a message from her mom earlier tonight...
We only interacted a little bit, but from those few encounters I could see she held nothing back. She was brutally honest about herself, perhaps to a fault. Some people use humor as a salve...I can relate to that but I always assumed because she was a hot chick things weren't as dark and morbid as she portrayed. Goes to show you what's on the outside doesn't gaurantee you happiness. It hurt me terribly when she passed. I've had rough times and still do (I'm too ornery...would rather live in order to spite mothafuckas than give up lol) but it terrified me to realize someone who I thought was better off could just end themself. I can only imagine the hurt and turmoil in her soul. You are remembered and missed Bella. I hope wherever you are now you are at peace.
Yer a big ol' softie.
I was looking through my files the other day and still have all the avs I made for her.
Schmoopy messed up again.
I deleted all of my attachments this morning.
I have a facebook account that I havent looked at since forever and......this is a little weird.......... RIGHT before I logged on here I clicked on a facebook email I got and her pic was RIGHT there.