I've been thinking about it a lot lately, and tonight it hit me hard. I've NEVER had a real girlfriend. NEVER. No girl has ever wanted to have me as their boyfriend. I could say it's just that I haven't met the right person yet, or that I've been unlucky, but...I don't know what I have to do anymore, and I feel like giving up I've been able to suppress my feelings for a long time now, but now that I havent gotten high for two days because my parents are staying with me for a week, the wheels in my head have started turning again. I just really want a girlfriend And I know I'm going to be shit all over and dragged after a car down the street for posting this, but I just had to get it out of my head. No one else here is man enough to admit it, but I know some of you also secretly wish you had a girl to call your own.