I want to play a game: Guess which salooner wrote this shit

Discussion in 'The Bar' started by Swayze, Aug 14, 2012.

  1. Swayze

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    I didnt think anything like ths would ever happen. Im not going togo into details, but Ive seen her kiss" " other girls, but I was there. Shes in the bedroom, Im here, watching soccer (there, see? even in my misery, I give you guys an "IN"")

    I readily admit to not being the greatest of humans this past 3 months, Im trying to remain sober and then trying to ingest my family issues, so I KNOW Ive been a up and down person, which I have admitted and TALKED to her about. Im not some total space cadet that doesnt recognize my faults, that being said, I truly am working on them, and this past week, we went riding our bikes together, we watched all our silly TV shows together ( which we hadnt been doing), played Wii together, went over fantasy football stuff ( shes in a all "wifes" league, and just 2 days ago she painted my right toenail bright pink, while we laughed and...so...how and why then could she do that? This was just something I wasnt even thinking about

    no. she had complications last year and we lost him. i have none and she doesnt either. I totally want and believe Id be a great father, but Ive expressed to her that I want to be "in control" of my own life before Im responsible for anothers. Thats one reason Ive been doing the stuff Ive been doing, because I truly desire that lifestyle. The whole Mom and Dad and white picket fence blah blah, but blah blah is what Ive never had. I think blah blah would be great. I just couldnt be what I know Im capable of/wanting to be with the other issues, so we decided to wait.

    I just dont know now. That sucks.
     
  2. Butcher

    Butcher ?

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    Hal
     
  3. Swayze

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    I know I have been an asshole and have acted like a complete jerk a lot of the times, BUT there has been a lot of times I have been just me, ______, and I have surrended info about myself that I might not sahould have. SFN is an outlet for me to expose my pain, my fears, my hurt my sadness that I live with and struggle with on a daily basis. I know we all do and some of you are better wired for life, I am not one one thjose people.

    Today is one time, that I am truly needing the collective, because I dont have anybody to turn to. This is no gimmick or joke or anything, this is a human soul thats reaching out for some sanity.

    Im sorry for this, but once again I sit here with a screen to talk to
     
  4. Swayze

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    last one

    I have nothing to say to her. Ive made tow vows in MY LIFE, the 1st was to my Mother that I would do everything humanly possible to keep our family together after she passed, I failed miserably at that because the following year my sister decided to kill her stupid fucking self and proced to blame me for not being there for her, when I WAS, all the fucking time...and now, the 2nd vow I made to God has just been ridiculed and pissed on. I have nothing to say to her.



    K guess, and no hints those of you who may know
    :c
     
  5. scrambler

    scrambler Well-Known Member 2010 OG

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  6. Toothdecay

    Toothdecay New Member Banned User

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    A huge faggot
     
  7. gilaet

    gilaet King Of Town Staff Member

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    I know which salooner ain't reading that shit.
     
  8. Toothdecay

    Toothdecay New Member Banned User

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    Swayze
     
  9. Acid

    Acid Shat Dead

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    Writing style is in the Stevie vein, but im not sure thats been written here...
     
  10. MatthewT

    MatthewT Awaiting The Rapture VIP

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    gp2
     
  11. JWC

    JWC Well-Known Member 2010 OG

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  12. Swayze

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    You fags are WAY off :ninja:
     
  13. Chriza

    Chriza Well-Known Member

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    A real fucking yuckmouth.
     
  14. Avery

    Avery Well-Known Member Banned User

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    What are these assholes, 15 years old?
     
  15. Popeye Saavedra

    Popeye Saavedra Well-Known Member

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    +1
     
  16. Popeye Saavedra

    Popeye Saavedra Well-Known Member

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    Kristen Stewart? :dontknow:
     
  17. DrivenByDemons

    DrivenByDemons Well-Known Member

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    nice edit, a little too late
     
  18. Toothdecay

    Toothdecay New Member Banned User

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    it's steve ain't it
     
  19. Swayze

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  20. Swayze

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    fuck you DBD shut your big mouth eh