Took me so long to figure out my way on this board, then work my way up and through. I recall telling Monk numerous times "I don't know how to jump in, or fit in". But I did it. And well. It's like working your way up from the mail room to the front office, then coming in one morning to find yourself back in the fucking mail room. I played the game and won..........I don't wanna play it again. I'm tired of it. No thanks. I don't feel like being that goddamn nice again anymore.