Ive never had what id consider to be a REAL girlfriend, and I havent had sex in over 2 years. Im not a complete outcast, but I feel like such a loser right now. It makes me sad thinking about how much better my life could be. I worked really hard to shed my extra weight and put on some muscle, and its a journey im still on, but I feel its not leading me to anywhere. The girl whom i liked from the online dating site suddenly stopped texting me, only one day before our second date was supposed to happen. It doesnt make any sense to me, but at the same time, i guess i get it. Anyways, just had to let off some steam.