Im having one of those days where I just feel disgustingly ugly

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    My hair doesnt look right...my head is too large...my skin is super pale and sort of blotchy imo. I have a weird bodyshape. My fashion sense is way off. I'm fat...
    I had to run a few errands in town earlier and I swear I was seconds away from popping into a starbucks or something and getting a paper bag to put over my head. Sometimes I feel good about myself but othertimes, I catch a glimpse of myself in the mirror or something on my way out the door and my heart just fucking sinks. I look like a fucking freak.

    I think it's a mix of low self esteem and body dysmorphia, and it just fucking eats away at my mind.
     
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    I used to despise onion rings..now I kind of like onion rings ..
     
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    ... so what you're saying is it's a normal day for a freak of nature such as yourself then???
     
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    You should consider hard drug use.
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    i love me sum onion rings
     
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