My hair doesnt look right...my head is too large...my skin is super pale and sort of blotchy imo. I have a weird bodyshape. My fashion sense is way off. I'm fat... I had to run a few errands in town earlier and I swear I was seconds away from popping into a starbucks or something and getting a paper bag to put over my head. Sometimes I feel good about myself but othertimes, I catch a glimpse of myself in the mirror or something on my way out the door and my heart just fucking sinks. I look like a fucking freak. I think it's a mix of low self esteem and body dysmorphia, and it just fucking eats away at my mind.