I wanted to speak to a female but they gave me a male...whatever. Was super tired all day today and felt miserable, so first thing I did when I got home just now was to smoke some weed (Dawg style). I use weed to escape reality. Now Im high as hell and feeling a bit better. Been really anxious lately, so its gonna be good to finally get to speak to a professional about my problems. The place Im goign to also offers group sessions for people with eating disorders, and i think im interested in going to a few. Also I should be on a really strict diet right now cause my big vacation trip is in just 4 weeks, but I bought pizza and a bunch of candy for tonight cause of how im feeling.