I keep telling myself that I'm done binging...that I'm over it. I've gained 5-10lbs the last 1-2 months, and it's starting to really depress me. When I binge, I can't sleep, and the lack of sleep causes me to wake up late which fucks up my whole day. I skip the gym and just start eating instead. While I'm stuffing myself in pizza and candy and anything else unhealthy you can imagine, I always think "ok just this last time, then starting TOMORROW, I will never binge again." It's a vicious cycle And now I don't think I'm going to reach my goal of a lean body by summer. I'm supposed to go out partying this weekend but I feel so fat and disgusting I think I'm going to cancel. To be honest, I just feel like not seeing anyone for 1-2months while I just work on losing weight and putting on some muscle. Took this pic today right after my binge of a large pizza, a muffin, tons of oats& yoghurt, and lots of candy.