My mother had a complete psychotic break about four years ago, right after her last husband passed away.she was on a cruise in South America at the time. She was so bad they removed her from the boat. I had to hunt her down in Chile and get her crazy ass home. In the time since then she has been hospitalized five times. She got out last week from the fifth. She refuses to take her meds. Yesterday, she called to let me know she's coming up for Mother's Day. I don't want her here off meds. But she's my mother even if she was awful at the job. I'm torn on this. I don't want to be a horrible child, but I am at the end of my rope.