I was with a cougar a few times last year, but other than that...4 years since I was with a chick my age. It feels so fucked up, but Im almost starting to just accept it that sex isn't something I can get. Ive tried Ive tried online dating, Ive tried Tinder, but I just cant get anything to work, so these days its mostly window shopping. I tell myself "this weekend Im gonna go out and party and hook up with a chick" but it just literally never happens. I go out but end up going home alone, drunk, and buying a pizza to eat before I jerk off and go to bed. I want my situation to change, but it just wont.