She had a cough yesterday and felt weak. Didnt want to go to a doctor. I got her cough medicine and gave her an antibiotic. Thought it was just a cough, didnt think much of it. Called my sister to check on her when i got to work, cause i had a bad feeling. She did and called me that mom was unresponsive and called 911. I called my neighbor to go to my house. After a while i called him to see what was up. He said the state police got there and were about to defibrilate her. I'm stuck in holiday shore traffic for the next 2hrs before i get home then head to the hospital. I needed to vent cause my steering wheel couldnt take anymore punches. Fuck. My mom is/was 72. She wouldnt even go to a dr for a check up. From time to time i would tell her, "i'm gonna find you dead in here one day, if you go see a doctor once in a while, that day will be far off." My poor fuckin sister was the one. The pouring down rain is adding nicely to the depression and drive time.