You're being used by the powers to be, that's right you are their huckleberry. It's not your fault that your bio-computer accepted their programming. It was beyond your control and that's the key word: control. They don't want you to be an independent being with independent thought. They want to keep you dumb, confused and angry and you're dancing to their tune. In the land of the free, you're their mental slave. They got you where they want you and you don't even know that because you don't want to know that, the same way you don't want to know yourself. Stay warm while being fuck in the ass without your knowledge.