I've been following the "big loss" thread, and feeling pretty bad for cygnus2112. It made me think of some of the dumb and humiliating shit I've done to try to win back someone who moved on. I put together a fucking video montage (like Howard's boys of summer one) of all the fucking love letters we exchanged, pictures of tickets to shows we saw together, etc. I set it to the music of fucking Kelly Clarkson (You Found Me), and I god damn sent my fucking ex the link. I regretted it immediately. I wasn't able to delete the montage of shit in time...and she saw it. She never said anything to me about it, but I saw that one fucking viewer on Youtube and knew it was her. To this day, whenever I hear any Kelly Clarkson song I want to run into traffic to save myself from the waves of shame that will wash over me. The worst part was I did this shit in my fucking 30's.