When you're on your deathbed, hopefully a long time from now, and you're thinking back on your life, what do you think will be the thing you regret the most? For me, it will be my failure to find true love. I have been one of the forgotten people all my life - a nice guy, with average money and average looks (maybe below average), not "cool" not adventurous or a "bad boy". Just a nice guy. Looking back, there hasn't ever been a woman who was ever in love with me and who wanted me in her life. The woman I'm married to never loved me - she had many issues and married me because I was desperate and she was worried she'd never marry. I've always hoped for better but at age 50, I'm realizing that whatever chances I might have had are long gone. You?