I'm going to have to move to a different place. I have three choices. 1) Stay in the small town I live in now. It's kinda nice and quiet, but I'm sick of it after 20+ years. Nothing happens all day and the majority of the people is over 50. 2) Move to the most nearby city. Most of my friends live here. I fucking hate it, it's a depressing city to me and even a moderately decent place that's not in the hood costs a fortune. 3) Move somewhere else (away from friends & family). This means I'm going to have to build a new social circle. It's hard for me to pick any of these, honestly.