I saw this rant linked on his twitter. He's basically saying that the show is scheduled for Monday but he hopes it doesn't happen. Maybe someone will translate this for us. ------------------------------------------------------------------- Why Save it All For A Show Apparently my show is supposed to be on air Monday April 8 but I have this hunch since the original air date was February 25 and that was pushed back with out even mentioning it after by the way, but I can see the same shit happening this time. Even if it goes like planned I will have a paranoid feeling that itâ€™s just another way to embarrass me, or get me out of the house so secrecy can commence and why not make it easier by making me go to some studio and then something goes wrong where I am tied up for hours. The shills and trolls will tell me I am being paranoid as usual but I have good reason to. The higher powers in this world havenâ€™t been kind to me . Sure on the surface to the masses they are the greatest people on earth. I agree they are talented but now knowing how this world works and how business is really conducted by said powers they are the most cruel mentally ill people. Good or bad side. It doesnâ€™t matter. Itâ€™s not a coincidence my â€œshowâ€ is supposed to be on Monday. No show is on for the week. They wonâ€™t promote it or talk about it and when they come back from their vacation there will be no mention of it what so ever. Another coincidence, its the day after Mania, and the AGT tapings are happening that day. What better day for me to be pissed off right? So I can bitch about not being down in New York when they couldâ€™ve flown me out since they were willing to in February and thrown me a bone to go to Mania. I bet a lot of their associates are going and other people locally who are rewarded off making money off interacting with me. I am not saving this shit for my show. I donâ€™t plan on making the show good because I know this weekend they will go to lengths to piss me off. See you donâ€™t know how far they will go to drive me crazy and embarrass me. Since most of the people donâ€™t believe what I say and the other bit who know are too pussy to say anything. That goes for celebs who are fans of mine but canâ€™t admit it, but I guess its funny acting pissed off so they can get their jollies off seeing me become more and more flustered til I fucking explode. I expect I wonâ€™t even get to see Mania. I already see the foreshadowing happen. I can guarantee something will occur that will somehow delay from seeing it. Why let me enjoy it when you can even take that from me from having to watch it. Donâ€™t worry while I am watching and trying to enjoy it I will be thinking in my head about how pissed I am that I am not there and be depressed for it for another year to come so donâ€™t worry I wonâ€™t have that much of a good time. They can pimp me out and make money off me all the fucking time. Interfere with my personal life in ways the average person can not even imagine. People have no idea how deep it goes because elite types are mentally ill people who can flex their power. I donâ€™t want this. I just want death. Sorry I am being extra negative again.. bad vibes. I guess I canâ€™t socialize with pretentious celebrities types who canâ€™t even acknowledge me because they are told not to. Itâ€™s okay. i donâ€™t care anymore because I donâ€™t think i could work with people much anyways. I hate them and they will eventually hate me. I am the worst person. People will always use me for a punching bag because it;s easy right? Is that the edgy things you do because most of you canâ€™t come out of the closet. You are angry with yourselves because you want to come out but you have to hide the fact that you like taking it in the ass so you use that anger to bully people around and push them to their limits mentally. I had the time line of how far this has gone back and who has popped up in my life. How long have people I have known have made money from appearing in public places. It goes back even further than I thought. Being associated with me is good for people for some reason. I assume its just another nice person I meet but thatâ€™s me being naive. Everyone wants something. It dates back to when I was a kid, whether it was my house where we watch wrestling events, play the latest videos games, or I am the guy who has the pot and I have to smoke everyone and their families and be called a weed nazi because I would stress about the people who have nice jobs would be cheap and someone like me has to smoke everyone and then you got this whole deal with being known. I shouldâ€™ve known in 2006 when someone I know never used to come around but you can tell being in the financial industry he has connections. Since my theory is that in every industry there are people who are elite and know who is being scouted to make it in other industries. 2006 summer, a lot of people needed me around and wanted my approval for things. I thought maybe they just really care for me. They donâ€™tâ€¦ itâ€™s what I bring to the table.. I just wasnâ€™t supposed to be told that I am valuable.